tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-323675602024-03-12T23:40:29.191-07:00The Schooling's Unschooling Lifeadmochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.comBlogger65125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-20016570104121794102010-03-25T06:45:00.000-07:002010-03-25T08:40:56.115-07:00Loving Life to the Extremes....Been a while since I posted... so many recent developments in my life for the better... and only after all hell let loose, and it rained shit. Our family has gone through the most extremely radical changes... and we are flying high on life as a result.<br />It was only 4 and a half years ago, that as a very uptight parent, I watched and heard the families interact and talk at the St. Louis Live and Learn Conference... (thank you Kelli Lovejoy for making that one possible...)<br />Radical Unschooling, Whole Life Unschooling, or whatever you want to call having the most awesome relationship with your kids/partner, as I have currently, intrigued me, although, I held tightly to my fundamentalist Christian beliefs... as you will see if you read the beginning posts on this blog.<br />I criticized, I judged... I put radical unschoolers down... and all the while.. the seeds planted at that conference germinated in my mind...<br /> I now live the most wonderful life... Unschooling untied all the knots that had me strangling. All the inhibitions that held me back from living this wonderful life are leaving or already gone...<br /> So happy and content....admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-28155917723392040632009-12-03T09:53:00.000-08:002010-04-29T06:06:48.152-07:00Are children Manipulative? Are People Manipulative?<div class="UIIntentionalStory_Header"><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}"><br /> <span class="UIIntentionalStory_Names" ft="{"type":"name"}"></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}">This Facebook post turned into a discussion, and I wanted to post it...<br /></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}"><span class="UIIntentionalStory_Names" ft="{"type":"name"}"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1041109259&ref=share" onclick="'ft(">Laura Luster</a> </span><span class="UIStory_Message"></span></h3></div><div class="UIStoryAttachment" ft="{"type":"attach"}"><div class="UIStoryAttachment_Info"><div class="UIStoryAttachment_BlockQuote"><div class="UIStoryAttachment_Title"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%253A%252F%252Fdrmomma.blogspot.com%252F2009%252F12%252Fcrying-it-out-causes-brain-damage.html&h=ddf3c7686c6380e5854691d951232e2c&ref=share" target="_blank" onclick="'ft(">peaceful parenting: Crying It Out Causes Brain Damage</a></div><div class="UIStoryAttachment_Caption">drmomma.blogspot.com</div><div class="UIStoryAttachment_Copy">Experts warn that allowing a baby to "cry it out" causes extreme distress to the baby. And such extreme distress in a newborn has been found to block the full development of certain areas of the brain ...</div></div></div></div><input name="charset_test" value="€,´,€,´,水,Д,Є" type="hidden"><input id="fb_dtsg" name="fb_dtsg" value="ZT7-0" type="hidden"><input id="feedback_params" name="feedback_params" value="{"source":"6","target_fbid":"221143005154","target_owner":"1041109259","actor":"1041109259","target_owner_name":"Laura Luster","item_id":"782151236","type_id":"17","assoc_obj_id":"","check_hash":"5d29431a66d638f0","num_comments":"10","extra_story_params":[],"source_app_id":"","extra_data":[]}" autocomplete="off" type="hidden"><input id="post_form_id" name="post_form_id" value="ddf3c7686c6380e5854691d951232e2c" autocomplete="off" type="hidden"><span class="UIActionLinks UIActionLinks_bottom UIIntentionalStory_Info"><div class="UIImageBlock clearfix"><img class="UIImageBlock_Image UIImageBlock_ICON_Image spritemap_icons sx_icons_post" src="http://static.ak.fbcdn.net/rsrc.php/z12E0/hash/8q2anwu7.gif" alt="" /><div class="UIImageBlock_Content UIImageBlock_ICON_Content"><span class="UIIntentionalStory_InfoText"><span class="UIIntentionalStory_Time"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/posted.php?id=1041109259&share_id=221143005154&comments=1#s221143005154" onclick="'ft(">Yesterday at 7:16pm</a></span></span> · <label class="comment_link" onclick="return fc_expand(this);" title="Click here to leave a comment">Comment</label> · <button class="like_link stat_elem as_link" title="Click here to like this item" type="submit" name="like" onclick="fc_expand(this, false); return true;"><span class="default_message">Like</span><span class="saving_message">Unlike</span></button> · <a href="http://www.facebook.com/ajax/share_dialog.php?s=99&appid=2309869772&p%5B%5D=673334799&p%5B%5D=221143005154" rel="dialog">Share</a> · <a href="http://www.facebook.com/ajax/report.php?type=5&cid=221143005154&rid=1041109259&cid2=1041109259&h=d6a93aedb9" class="action" style="" rel="dialog">Report</a></div></div></span><div class="like_box ufi_section"><div class="UIImageBlock clearfix"><img class="UIImageBlock_Image UIImageBlock_ICON_Image spritemap_icons sx_icons_like_on" src="http://static.ak.fbcdn.net/rsrc.php/z12E0/hash/8q2anwu7.gif" alt="" /><div class="UIImageBlock_Content UIImageBlock_ICON_Content"><br /></div></div></div><div class="ufi_section UIImageBlock clearfix" id="comment_782151236_221143005154_8027287"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1041109259" class="UIImageBlock_Image UIImageBlock_SMALL_Image" title="Laura Luster"><img class="UIProfileImage UIProfileImage_SMALL" src="http://profile.ak.fbcdn.net/v230/134/37/q1041109259_4421.jpg" alt="Laura Luster" /></a><div class="UIImageBlock_Content UIImageBlock_SMALL_Content"><div class="comment_text"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1041109259" class="comment_author">Laura Luster</a><div id="text_expose_id_4b17f4a4ad750542bf0ac" class="comment_actual_text">Thanks, Amanda, for the link.</div></div><div class="comment_actions">Yesterday at 7:21pm</div></div></div><div class="ufi_section UIImageBlock clearfix" id="comment_782151236_221143005154_8028099"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=673334799" class="UIImageBlock_Image UIImageBlock_SMALL_Image" title="Michelle Schooling"><img class="UIProfileImage UIProfileImage_SMALL" src="http://profile.ak.fbcdn.net/v230/1113/44/q673334799_1155.jpg" alt="Michelle Schooling" /></a><div class="UIImageBlock_Content UIImageBlock_SMALL_Content"><div class="comment_text"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=673334799" class="comment_author">Michelle Schooling</a><div id="text_expose_id_4b17f4a4adab9741901e0" class="comment_actual_text">OMG, I don't even need/want to read the article. The title says it all.</div></div><div class="comment_actions">Yesterday at 7:43pm · </div></div></div><div class="ufi_section UIImageBlock clearfix" id="comment_782151236_221143005154_8028166"><div class="UIImageBlock_Content UIImageBlock_SMALL_Content"><div class="comment_text"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000118194917" class="comment_author"></a><div id="text_expose_id_4b17f4a4add3b24da92ac" class="comment_actual_text">Wow... The doctors and nurses in the NICU always told us babies who are held when they are crying are NOT being spoiled they are "well loved" :)</div></div><div class="comment_actions">Yesterday at 7:45pm</div></div></div><div class="ufi_section UIImageBlock clearfix" id="comment_782151236_221143005154_8028420"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=673334799" class="UIImageBlock_Image UIImageBlock_SMALL_Image" title="Michelle Schooling"><img class="UIProfileImage UIProfileImage_SMALL" src="http://profile.ak.fbcdn.net/v230/1113/44/q673334799_1155.jpg" alt="Michelle Schooling" /></a><div class="UIImageBlock_Content UIImageBlock_SMALL_Content"><div class="comment_text"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=673334799" class="comment_author">Michelle Schooling</a><div id="text_expose_id_4b17f4a4ae0f51914778d" class="comment_actual_text">I think this should apply to all people, especially the overlooked group from ages 2 through 14 or whenever it is that people stop accusing the person of "being manipulative/faking their tears."...</div></div><div class="comment_actions">Yesterday at 7:52pm · <a title="Click here to remove this comment" href="http://www.facebook.com/inbox/?ref=mb#" ajaxify="/ajax/ufi/modify.php?feedback_params=%7B%22source%22%3A%226%22%2C%22target_fbid%22%3A%22221143005154%22%2C%22target_owner%22%3A%221041109259%22%2C%22actor%22%3A%221041109259%22%2C%22target_owner_name%22%3A%22Laura+Luster%22%2C%22item_id%22%3A%22782151236%22%2C%22type_id%22%3A%2217%22%2C%22assoc_obj_id%22%3A%22%22%2C%22check_hash%22%3A%225d29431a66d638f0%22%2C%22num_comments%22%3A%2210%22%2C%22extra_story_params%22%3A%5B%5D%2C%22source_app_id%22%3A%22%22%2C%22extra_data%22%3A%5B%5D%7D&del_id=8028420" rel="async-post">Delete</a></div></div></div><div class="ufi_section UIImageBlock clearfix" id="comment_782151236_221143005154_8029573"><div class="UIImageBlock_Content UIImageBlock_SMALL_Content"><div class="comment_text"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/barbcbarrett" class="comment_author"></a><div id="text_expose_id_4b17f4a4ae387589ceea8" class="comment_actual_text">I never let my babies cry it out - I thought it was cruel. I nursed them on demand - even if that meant every 2 hours at night till they were both 14 months. Now they sleep like champs and have been since I weaned them. </div></div><div class="comment_actions">Yesterday at 8:30pm<br /><br /></div></div></div><div class="ufi_section UIImageBlock clearfix" id="comment_782151236_221143005154_8032794"><div class="UIImageBlock_Content UIImageBlock_SMALL_Content"><div class="comment_text"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=645391534" class="comment_author"></a><div id="text_expose_id_4b17f4a4ae6066f655171" class="comment_actual_text">I can't imagine not holding a baby who is clearly in distress, even if that distress is "just" wanting to be held. My babies nursed round the clock and I just dealt with it - that's what moms do, isn't it? </div></div><div class="comment_actions">Yesterday at 10:03pm<br /><br /></div></div></div><div class="ufi_section UIImageBlock clearfix" id="comment_782151236_221143005154_8035018"><div class="UIImageBlock_Content UIImageBlock_SMALL_Content"><div class="comment_text"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1096206813" class="comment_author"></a><div id="text_expose_id_4b17f4a4aeda436eb5857" class="comment_actual_text text_exposed">You know what...there is a difference between outright blasting the decibel chart crying and fussing...sometimes babies just fuss...but if my five year old is crying and he doesn't have something wrong (either illness or injury) guess who is getting a reason to cry...babies cry because they are unable to speak...not because they want everything...<span class="text_exposed_hide">... <span class="text_exposed_link"><a onclick="'CSS.addClass($(">See More</a></span></span><span class="text_exposed_show">they cry because they need something and we have yet to provide that need...Older kids are commonly spoiled...let a 14 year old cry like that??? no way.</span></div></div><div class="comment_actions">Yesterday at 11:10pm<br /><br /></div></div></div><div class="ufi_section UIImageBlock clearfix" id="comment_782151236_221143005154_8039466"><div class="UIImageBlock_Content UIImageBlock_SMALL_Content"><div class="comment_text"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=524930428" class="comment_author"></a><div id="text_expose_id_4b17f4a4af0a56b35b2e6" class="comment_actual_text">Michelle, I agree with you 100%. I'm glad you wrote that! </div></div><div class="comment_actions"><abbr class="timestamp" title="Wed, 02 Dec 2009 23:25:53 -0800">10 hours ago</abbr></div></div></div><div class="ufi_section UIImageBlock clearfix" id="comment_782151236_221143005154_8046759"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1041109259" class="UIImageBlock_Image UIImageBlock_SMALL_Image" title="Laura Luster"><img class="UIProfileImage UIProfileImage_SMALL" src="http://profile.ak.fbcdn.net/v230/134/37/q1041109259_4421.jpg" alt="Laura Luster" /></a><div class="UIImageBlock_Content UIImageBlock_SMALL_Content"><div class="comment_text"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1041109259" class="comment_author">Laura Luster</a><div id="text_expose_id_4b17f4a4b0e560e7322f4" class="comment_actual_text text_exposed">I remember a long time ago back when I was 'into' the attachment parenting thing (all my infants were pretty much AP'ed - but I struggled with Positive Parenting) that kids who whined when they were older had been taught this as a coping technique. Negative attention is still attention. I was convinced I would raise my kids in such a way that <span class="text_exposed_hide">... <span class="text_exposed_link"><a onclick="'CSS.addClass($(">See More</a></span></span><span class="text_exposed_show">they would not need to use this technique. I failed. I give tons of attention via negative feedback that whining drives me nuts. Whining does not get the kids anything other than my disapproval so it's not like they are using it to get what they want. I believe this is because they have no other mechanism to use. As an adult, if I am upset, I am "allowed" to use an angry pissed off tone with people. Kids hear that adults use a rotten tone of voice when we are mad, but we tell them not to. Yet, we don't show them through our actions what is appropriate - we only yell at them that they are not allowed to have a bad tone of voice with us. It's kind of interesting to think about. In psychology they give you two methods to remove behaviors - ignore the negative and reward the positive or punish the behavior (which in animal experiments meant shocking them with electricity - true physical abuse). If you pay even negative attention to the negative, then you are rewarding it in some way - which then keeps the behavior in stalemate.</span></div></div><div class="comment_actions"><abbr class="timestamp" title="Thu, 03 Dec 2009 05:23:13 -0800">4 hours ago<br /><br /></abbr></div></div></div><div class="ufi_section UIImageBlock clearfix" id="comment_782151236_221143005154_8050023"><div class="UIImageBlock_Content UIImageBlock_SMALL_Content"><div class="comment_text"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1096206813" class="comment_author"></a><div id="text_expose_id_4b17f4a4b13013dd8c700" class="comment_actual_text">you are correct in that in some cases even negative attention is a reward in some small way...but you would be amazed at the number of parents who give a child a sucker to quiet them while they are rolling on the floor screaming "I want a sucker"</div></div><div class="comment_actions"><abbr class="timestamp" title="Thu, 03 Dec 2009 07:11:41 -0800">2 hours ago</abbr></div></div></div><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=673334799" class="UIImageBlock_Image UIImageBlock_SMALL_Image" title="Michelle Schooling"><img class="UIProfileImage UIProfileImage_SMALL" src="http://profile.ak.fbcdn.net/v230/1113/44/q673334799_1155.jpg" alt="Michelle Schooling" /></a><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=673334799" class="comment_author">Michelle Schooling</a>Thanks, Margie!<br />I agree with you, Laura. We will never eliminate a person's (or child's) coping technique. Can we help them change it? Maybe. If they are willing to listen to us. If they trust that we know that they are always trying their best, and sometimes life just feels unfair.... Then if we are calm, and tell them what we would like from them (such as, "I find it hard to understand you when you are crying or whining. Or, I find it hard to deal with a lot of crying and whining. I would like you to talk to me to tell me what you would like).<br />Is this going to work every time? probably not, because like Laura pointed out, sometimes people are just too upset to act rationally, regardless of their age. But if you have an intact relationship with your child, it may work more often than not. and you may find that the habit decreases.<br /><br />About giving the kid a sucker to stop his screaming... well, are you not giving him the sucker for fear of spoiling him? are you in the habit of not giving him "what he wants" because you believe that in the 'real world' people don't get what they want?<span class="text_exposed_hide">... <span class="text_exposed_link"><a onclick="'CSS.addClass($(">See More</a></span></span><span class="text_exposed_show"><br />My opinion is that kids are just little people. they will grow up. they learn daily that life is hard sometimes, on their own. Do they need us making it arbitrarily harder?<br />would you deny yourself, your partner, or one of your friends a dessert if they asked for it? "just because life is unfair and they need to learn that?" Maybe if you suspected that they were always manipulating you. Maybe if you resented it when they asked you for things. Maybe if you thought it wasn't fair that they seemed to have it easy while you struggle through life "not getting what you want".<br />These are things I think about when my child seems to be whining. I try to put myself in their shoes. I ask myself, when do I act like that? what Am I usually feeling like when I do? Helpless? Choiceless? How can I help them feel like they have choices? How can I help them not feel helpless?<br />Can you spoil a child? I don't have an *answer* per se... but I'm leaning towards probably not. I agree that you can reinforce whining by not attending to the need underlying it, and just "giving the kid a sucker".<br />I also think you can damage a kids view of the world by yelling at him to "Stop Whining!" and leaving him/her with the feeling that life sucks. No pun intended. :)<br /></span>admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-87703828678490568432009-11-23T08:10:00.000-08:002009-11-23T12:45:20.910-08:00It's Wintertime... time for TOWN!<div style="text-align: left;">My amazing kids have recently begun TOWN again. This is a (usually) winter time game that they came up with about 4 years ago.<br /></div>Yesterday through process of election, each candidate for mayor, Jesse and Travis, made his speech, and Travis was voted in. The speeches were about taxes, monetary contributions to the hospital, mail and banking services. Of course I got them on video!<br />This morning they have created a Science Lab, a Hospital, complete with IV bag, heart monitor, television/remote, patient charts, etc, a and giant Swimming Pool all with household items.<br />Wow. I stand in amazement at the knowledge of the world that they demonstrate through play!!!<br /> Travis is the doctor in the hospital. He takes patients, examines their wounds, records their names/injuries on their chart, and does what he can to help them feel better. I suspect his is a wholistic doctor as I'm sure he helps them emotionally as well. Especially his littlest brother, Nathan, who has received the most injuries swinging on the ropes. :) He has probably come in with a few bruises and sore spots. Nathan enjoys the services of the hospital, including the singing doctor who belts out the theme song to one of his favorite TV shows, called SuperWhy<br />Jaidyn became a nurse today, bringing Nathan into the hospital while the doctor was upstairs in the kitchen procuring supplies for the lab.<br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dyvptQ355w9zQMBCUhviognLpaOLLLERez1EUCo8tBJFeBAnyXPF3W2b_Zb6MFcCG1ByZ98RGbWAfE' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe><br /><br /><br />Savannah is the Scientist, as well as the Maid and the Taxi Service. He also enjoys swinging on the ropes at the gymnasium (next to the pool) with his sister, Jaidyn.<br /><br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dx0JKwxhfT0Q8GZ89zJLecb3yYs0yhPAhLtjvAbONnF0Z4qYF5g4qai2ndeYJ3qfdJJ1fotf4KhXX4' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe>admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-61398459347983093352009-10-19T10:25:00.000-07:002009-10-19T11:22:55.162-07:00Science and Memory Lane on a Monday in OctoberToday we had sunshine! Sometimes that seems like a miracle, like it is today. We will have a whole day of it! We've had gray skies for about 2 weeks now... I told the kids we were going to take the recycling in to our local recycling plant (an often outing for us) to accomplish saving the earth, cleaning out the garage, and getting our 15 minute daily (well, not here in Ohio) dose of Vitamin D.<br /> Travis and I have been discussing how we both seem to have been feeling not so good mentally lately, and as I know that I suffer from Seasonal Affective Disorder, and our chemical makeups are very similar, we could probably both use some additional Vitamin D for the winter. In addition to taking advantage of the sun we do have, we will be buying some liquid emulsion vitamin D. I am going to get my D levels tested before and after we begin the vitamins to have a record of them. Sound like a science experiment?! :) Travis of course will observe it as part of daily life...<br /> After the recycling where Aaron and Jaidyn seperated the glass, plastic, and paper, we went to the library. They were closed, but there was a man in the parking lot who looked like he was putting wires into the cement. Travis urged me to ask what he was doing. We ended up with a private mini-lesson in which the kids learned how cement cures, gets cut to prevent uneven cracks when shrinking, and that process takes approximately 30 days. At the point (which happened around today), you need to put roping (which was what we mistook for wiring) into the cracks, and seal them over with caulk to prevent water from freezing in them and seperating the concrete. Travis was completely intrigued and soaked in the info like a sponge. You think it had something to do with the fact that he wanted to know about it??? :) LOL<br /> On the way home, we were discussing concrete, and I remembered that the driveway to our old house on the hill, which we had just passed, had Jesse, Travis, and Savannah's handprints in it from the year 2000, when we had it poured. Savannah was 6 months old at the time, Travis 2.5 years, and Jesse 4 years. <br />We turned around to go see the handprints. They were sooo tiny!! :) Travis was overwhelmed with nostalgia. He and Savannah have always held that house in their hearts as a very special place. Travis lived their from age 2.5 to age 5. It is truly amazing to me how much he remembers from that time. He asked the current resident if he and Aaron could come in and take a trip through memory lane. She let them in, and he remembered exactly how our furniture had been arranged and enjoyed the fact that much of it was still the same. His dad had built a school room for Jesse in the basement, and it turns out it's still there, only an office now. Travis remembered just where he, his older brother, and his dad stood to take their picture while they were all wearing Superman shirts. He remembered the spot that his brother hit his head on the basement floor when they were pushing each other over inside cardboard boxes.<br />Back outside he marveled at the water basin that used to be full of weeds, and is now grass covered. He found the spot that he, his older brother, and younger sister picnicked on peanut butter and jelly sandwiches with their toddler sized table.<br />He, Aaron, and Jaiydn took advantage of the grassy hills for rolling down fun...admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-79594329680981371192009-08-25T08:14:00.001-07:002009-10-19T10:25:22.955-07:00Time and Money Matters which lead to Art, and other things in Life.Our children are well aware of money and its value. My husband and I have begun budgeting lately, and the kids are becoming familiar with how much we have to spend weekly, and what we are able to afford. We discuss the cost of fuel when we decide how to combine trips to the video game store with trips to the grocery store as just one example.<br />The other day, my 13 year old wanted to buy some clay to produce a start/stop film. He, his siblings, and his friends really enjoy watching Clay World on YouTube, and he wants to make his own version. He is still deciding what to call his show. Anyhow, he wanted me to drive him to Walmart. We were discussing various options, since the trip to just buy a couple dollars worth of clay would cost about $4 in fuel. We decided that it wasn't worth the money that evening. His grandma could take him when she went to the grocery store the next day, but that would mean missing out on a few hours of his friends birthday party. In the end we discovered that his friends mom would be going to Walmart before the party, so if I dropped him off their on my way to work, we accomplished more time with his friends, no extra fuel cost, and he got his clay.<br /> My 11 year old son, Travis, loves his video games, and both he and his older brother are always buying, selling, and swapping their games at the local Gamestops, or the sole proprietorship game store nearby called Trade and Play. They use their math and reasoning skills to get the best deals, most times getting the better end of the deal. I am impressed with their ingenuity!<br /><br />As an example of how the kids have learned the value of money, my son Travis was trying to convince me the other night NOT to buy pop for our movie night, even though it is one of his favorite treats! We had accidently rented two of the same title movies, making our total cost $5 for movie rentals, rather than $3. Travis told me, "Mom, we've spent enough money tonight. We don't need to buy the pop." I was flabbergasted. He did not have pop of his own. He was actually choosing not to buy it because of our lack of money! I was proud. :)<br /> Often, my kids earn their own money. Grandma Schooling hires them intermittently to help her weed her yard, and Grandma Frase will let them subcontract with her at her cleaning jobs, but more often than not, they will walk the neighborhood soliciting for yard work. In the winter, my 11, 9, and 7 year olds worked for 3 hours shoveling a local schoolteacher's sidewalk. She paid them well. This summer, my 11 year old has a weekly job mowing a large yard. He makes $25/week!admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-76050083524313142352009-08-25T08:04:00.000-07:002009-08-25T08:12:59.309-07:00Gym and "Socialization"My kids get lots of outdoor play. They love our trampoline, and use it daily. They swim in our pool for hours. We take walks often, at least 3 times/week.<br />Last week, we got out the bikes and went for a 10 mile bike ride. Halfway through, we stopped for ice cream in the little town of Canal Fulton. They served us amazingly large helpings, YUM!<br /> Jaidyn (5), and Nathan (2.5) rode in the wheeled cart pulled by my bike. My 4 other children, ages 13, 11, 9, and 7 rode on their own, the 7 year old stopping often to drink from the water bottle attached to his bike. Their grandma was with us, since Daddy was out of town working. It was a great time and good excercise.<br />We also went bowling recently. We took a couple of friends, and had a great time. There were about 12 of us all together, ranging in age from 35 down to 2.5.admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-54118757029576670332009-08-25T07:40:00.000-07:002009-08-25T08:02:03.380-07:00Science-Protecting our Environment-Laundry SoapI began making my own laundry soap a couple of months ago, and have reaped quite a savings.<br /> A few days ago we ran out, and it dawned on me, "Why not teach the kids how to make laundry soap?"<br /> Jesse, my 13 year old was already in bed. He gets up early to go to our hometown public school. We live in a town of about 3,000 people. My oldest homeschooler, Travis (who is 11) was involved in one of his DS games, using the internet as a guide to help him through the tough spots. The youngest kids were off playing, but Savannah, my 9 year old, and Aaron, my 7 year old were available and interested.<br /> They helped grate the bar soap into the boiling water, and measure and pour the borax and washing soda into the 2 gallon bucket of lukewarm water, and then stir the mixture up. Aaron pretended he was a witch stirring his brew... :) We let it set up over night, and in the morning, stirred the gelatinous mix again, until it was smooth enough to pour through the funnel into the empty containers we used for our last batch. We recycle old milk and juice bottles to keep our laundry soap in. We are set for another month of washing clothes effectively and affordably. And the kids have learned about economizing, measuring, chemicals, and fun in the meantime!<br /><br />RECIPE FOR OUR HOMEMADE LAUNDRY SOAP:<br /><br />1 quart boiling water<br />1 bar soap (as free of dyes/scents as possible)<br /><br />Grate the soap with a cheese grater into the boiling water.<br /><br />In a large bucket, put 2 gallons of lukewarm water. Add 2 cups Arm and Hammer Washing Soda and 1 cup of Borax.<br /><br /> When soap has fully melted, add the hot mixture to the lukewarm and stir. Let sit overnight. It will smell like soap, and possibly have some gelatinous lumps, but this does not affect the cleaning quality. If you prefer, you may add any essential oil that will not harm the skin. I adore the smell of lavendar, and add 20 drops per gallon of laundry soap when I can afford it.admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-63682746048095462842009-08-25T07:12:00.000-07:002009-08-25T07:39:57.180-07:00Business and Courtesy in Play, OH MY!This crisp August morning I am enjoying sitting at my kitchen table with my steaming cup of coffee listening to the wonderful music of loving children playing together. Not segregated according to age, but my 2 year old thanking my 11 year old for something he gave him, and my 7 and 5 year olds pretending to enjoy a snack together. The quiet turns to frolicking when my 2 year old demands that the 7 and 5 year old, "Get out of MY room, peoples!!" as he chases them.<br /> My oldest homeschooler, Travis, has expanded on the tent that his brother and sister constructed last night. He turned it into a multiple room hotel complete with a food court, pool, customer service desk, an excercise track, and a birds eye view of Mount Toyus (a mountain created by draping white towels -for snow- over a pile of toys. It's complete with little Lego and Pez man climbers. The Grand Opening began when Travis lead his siblings through the hotel, showing them each of the anemities, their rooms, carrying in their baggage, and finishing up with room service food. He uses his professional voice, instructing them on the various hotel rules, "Don't go there, it's a walkway being constructed." "I'm sorry, that is for hotel workers only."<br /> Jaidyn (my 5 year old) wants a more active role in this, so Travis offered he a job as a room service delivery girl. She called him on the pretend phone (from her hotel room to the service desk) to find out what she'd be doing in this job. Now I hear her delivering gummies to her 2 year old brothers room. "That'll be $3." she says. "Thanks!", Nathan replies.<br /> My 9 year old, who enjoys going to public school is recovering from a virus today, and had just come downstairs after her shower. This would be her second day of the 2009-2010 school year, but she is home, instead. She was disappointed, but is looking forward to attending tomorrow. For today, she will pack her bag with her wallet, makeup, and gameboy, and take a room in the Homeschool Hotel.admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-2285306328702332002009-08-20T18:05:00.001-07:002009-08-20T18:05:29.235-07:00I experienced the difference between school and unschooling today<h3 class="post-title entry-title"> <a href="http://justmemarie.blogspot.com/2009/08/i-experienced-difference-between-school.html"><br /></a> </h3> <h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message"><span class="UIIntentionalStory_Names"> </span><div id="id_4a8dbeac6ae7d4e55753009" class="text_exposed_root text_exposed">Just did science, geography, and weather map lessons with the kids... they were watching cartoons and a severe thunderstorm warning came through, prompting us to look it up online, hence the geography and weather map lesson. While we were busy, Nath<span class="text_exposed_hide">...</span><span class="text_exposed_show">an got into the ice cream, prompting milkshakes on the deck, which led to discussing more about weather patterns, and directions-where the sun rises and sets, etc...<br /></span><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message"><span class="UIIntentionalStory_Names"> </span><div id="id_4a8dbdfb54a5b2321147539" class="text_exposed_root text_exposed">Life Learning Rules! on that same note... I taught cake class to 16 kids today, vs. my normal 5... I can now say from recent personal experience that mass learning does not give the same quality learning as a near 1:1 student/teacher ratio... then t<span class="text_exposed_hide">...</span><span class="text_exposed_show">hrow in the kids dis-interest factor... and hmm..... what sticks in their brains??? OK. I'll get off my soap box now... and I did try to reign it in a lot...<br /></span>ok, one last thing... "How many kids per teacher are there in a school setting??" oh yeah, a 'good' school setting ratio is 26 students to 1 teacher... I have to question the quality of that learning! Sorry. I just can't see it. The kid would have to be WAY motivated, i.e. interested, to learn, and be able to ignore all the distractions and kid-<span class="text_exposed_hide">...<span class="text_exposed_link"></span></span><span class="text_exposed_show">management going on.... ok, really, I'll stop now. I'm gonna go write all this in my blog. It's one thing to hear about it, but to experience it today for myself... W.O.W.</span></div></h3></div></h3>admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-14115398734296045332009-06-19T05:26:00.000-07:002009-06-19T05:27:24.803-07:00early morning Serenity<h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}"><span class="UIIntentionalStory_Names"> </span>Grounded in Bliss, I walk my path</h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}"> peace flowing through me no permission to ask<br /></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}">early Serenity on a rainy morn</h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}"> my Heart keeps expanding like a ripple formed</h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}"> by a stone dropped into the depths...<br /></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}">Peace be.</h3>admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-61588075710132869752009-04-11T11:52:00.000-07:002009-04-11T11:58:16.943-07:00Jaidyn's Learning<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjurzilj9f7_Xf9nRgh5kSy1b5-yu-feLxVkMFea4cS_fbU_xsfd679RSJaMx55nmFhBZGYCo6MZ0evblPp0M1oZQQMCwy3eSpXjS8JHwqto3xtifleLGupxo6xu4SeTZ1QvTiG-Q/s1600-h/Jaidyn+teaching"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjurzilj9f7_Xf9nRgh5kSy1b5-yu-feLxVkMFea4cS_fbU_xsfd679RSJaMx55nmFhBZGYCo6MZ0evblPp0M1oZQQMCwy3eSpXjS8JHwqto3xtifleLGupxo6xu4SeTZ1QvTiG-Q/s400/Jaidyn+teaching" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5323510092736619682" border="0" /></a><br />I can't believe how much our kids just soak up without any formal "teaching". I am just beginning to really "get" how humans actually learn while reading Frank book called, "The Book of Learning and Forgetting". I'll fill in his last name when I remember it. :)<br /> Anyhoo, so I wouldn't forget, I wanted to post a pic of Jaidyn "teaching" her Daddy some of what she has learned on her own. I'll put details in when I have more time.admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-58873349248035335222009-03-25T10:20:00.000-07:002009-03-25T10:45:19.115-07:00How we are Wired To Learn!<h2 style="font-size: 100%; font-family: Georgia; font-weight: bold;">I found this on a message board, but it is truly clarifying. I love it. I want to read it again to more fully understand it. I am intrigued by the human brain, and how it works.</h2><div class="EC_ygrp-content" style="font-family: Georgia; font-size: 100%; line-height: 122%;"><br />Life doesn't come in boxes. Life is stuff all jumbled together. From<br />that chaos we focus on what we think is cool.<br /><br />While it makes more sense that we should learn better by isolating<br />what we are interested in so we could focus on it exclusively, that<br />isn't how we're hard wired to learn. We're hard wired to learn in<br />context, to see how what we're interested in connects to other<br />things. To see other things we're interested in relate.<br /><br />While it would make more sense if kids learned one word at a time,<br />that isn't how kids learn. They're immersed in language and get<br />excited when they recognize something familiar in the chaos. And that<br />familiar thing connects to other things around it which become<br />familiar. And then there are more familiar things to catch our<br />attention in the chaos.<br /><br />We *want* to pull familiar from chaos. We want to create our *own*<br />order from the chaos. *That's* how we're hard wired to learn.<br /><br />Learning from boxes is like following someone else's instructions on<br />which puzzle piece to put where into the jigsaw puzzle. It's someone<br />handing you the solution to and crossword puzzle for you to fill the<br />boxes in from.<br /><br />We want and need to discover things on our own. We want and need to<br />make the connections for ourselves.<br /><br />Children need to feel safe and secure. They need to feel they can<br />depend on whatever makes them feel secure. What that actually looks<br />like in practice will be different for each child.<br /><br />Some kids need to know what the day is going to be like. Some kids<br />enjoy surprises.<br /><br />Check out Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs:<br /><br /><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslow%27s_hierarchy_of_needs" target="_blank">http://en.wikipedia<wbr>.org/wiki/<wbr>Maslow%27s_<wbr>hierarchy_<wbr>of_needs</a><br /><br />This is what we need to grow. If the lowest needs aren't met, we<br />can't attend to the higher needs. No where is there structure on the<br />list:<br /><br />Basic:<br />Breathing, food, water, sex, sleep, homeostasis (maintain optimal<br />body temperature)<wbr>, excretion<br /><br />Next level:<br />Security of body, of employment, of resources, of morality, of the<br />family, of health, of property<br /><br />Next level:<br />friendship, family, sexual intimacy<br /><br />Next level:<br />self-esteem, confidence, achievement, respect of others, respect by<br />others<br /><br />Top level:<br />morality, creativity, spontaneity, problem solving, lack of<br />prejudice, acceptance of facts.<br /><br />Most child rearing practices view<br />children as though they were some species other than human. Children<br />are humans. They are more dependent on others to get their needs met,<br />but they have human needs and they react as humans to having their<br />needs thwarted.<br /><br />Humans don't need structure to feel safe and grow. Some humans do<br />like to structure their environment. Some humans will even freely<br />gravitate towards someone else's structure. But no healthy human<br />wants others to dictate the structure of the environment for them<br />without having a say.<br /><br />Conventional parenting tries to make life with kids more convenient.<br />We treat kids in ways we'd *never* treat a fellow (adult) human<br />being. At least not ones we cared about!<br /><br />We do huge amounts of damage to our relationships with kids in the<br />name of forming them into better people, and into making life easier<br />for ourselves. And most parents' relationships with their teens shows<br />it! Society thinks teens are naturally snarky and rebellious. It's<br />not true. Respected kids grow into respectful kids and respectful<br />teens.<br /><a href="http://www.joyfullyrejoycing.com/" target="_blank"><br /></a></div>admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-16920146502522819982009-03-20T09:33:00.000-07:002009-03-20T09:59:54.680-07:00Friday, the 20th...This morning we made flan. Never heard of it? Or heard of it, and never eaten it, or aren't sure exactly what it was beyond some type of food? Me too. It was on my list of one of those "weird" foods. Food I'd heard of, but would probably never eat. Maybe that's just me, though, since I was quite the "picky" child, and was never exposed to many different foods. My kids have eaten such a wider variety of foods than I ever did as a child.<br />So, Flan. I was looking in the pantry for breakfast when I spied a box of it in our pudding section. Hmm... Dh must've picked that up, because I surely didn't. No wait, maybe one of the kids picked it up thinking it was vanilla pudding. Turns out that's how it happened to end up in our pantry. We looked it up online before we made it, and found all sorts of interesting facts (and leads to other discussions). Travis (ds,age 11), and I read about it, and then he made it while I cleaned up the kitchen. We found out that the earliest evidence we have of it being made was in the Roman times, also the earliest recorded time of domesticated chickens. The Romans consulted the Greek's knowledge of cooking, and made a savory custard dish, nonsweetened. Over the centuries it evolved through different cultures. Spaniards made it into the sweet custard we know of today, and the English made their own version of flan by adding fruits and nuts, and also using a pastry crust for the bottom only. In English it is pronounced to rhyme with 'plan', and in Mexico (which was where the Spaniards took it to) it's pronounced to rhyme with 'faun'. I think the Mexican version sounds fancier, but will continue to use the English version as it is easier to prounce.<br /> We also read about how the barbaric Medieval peoples, whose time was contiguous with Roman times, made flan. We had to use dictionary.com to look up what contiguous meant. There were other words that I was able to explain the meaning of to Travis (and yes, he asked what they meant), but that one wasn't one of them. Turns out that it means adjacent to in time, or close to without actually touching. So, our vocabulary words for today were: contiguous, savory, barbarian, pastry crust, and of course flan, as Travis had never heard of it. He now has an intimate knowledge of it, seeing as how he made it himself. :)<br /> <br />Other learning that has gone on today would be continued work with fractions and measurements during cooking, strategic planning and puzzle solving on the Twilight Princess Zelda game, science: Nathan, Jaidyn, and Aaron exploring and observing nature. They enjoyed the March 40 degree weather, and Jaidyn decided that she'd be better off in a coat, instead of her shirt. :) Those three have been playing with Lego knight figurines from a board game. They are really cool little guys that completely come apart and include a helmet, armor, a shield, and a sword, which is pretty amazing seeing as how they are about 2 inches tall. They played indoors and out with them, letting them slide off the trampoline on the slide that they'd set up a few days ago. I thought that the slide itself was pretty ingenious. We've had it around since I found it in someone's front yard, and dared to ask if they still wanted it. It'd cost about $100 if we bought it, but we got it for free!<br /> My littles, Jaidyn and Nathan are now running nude, and I need to go do some more learning, instead of documenting.. :)admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-39850246288710869052009-03-17T05:30:00.000-07:002009-03-17T06:14:10.869-07:00Travis' Friday the 13th LearningLast Friday, I took the younger 3 kids out to McDonald's to play while I discussed birth and becoming a doula with a new friend.<br />Travis stayed home. Before we left, we were reading a History book and discussing why History is important to learn about, how it repeats itself, and also began discussing social justice. We talked about how leveling out the populace may or may not be fair to people depending on which person you are. I asked him to explain social justice in a competition to me, and he described a race where each person got weighted down equally to attempt to make the race fair. We then discussed the what ifs, such as, what if one of the runners was a 250lb. muscle man, and one was a lazy person who sat on the couch all the time, and one was a small framed girl who weighed only 100 lbs., and so on... I suggested that you adjust the weights to make it equally difficult for each runner, and we decided that that would be the best way to offer social justice in a running race.<br /> I went to Mcdonald's, and Trav stayed home. Later in the weekend, he asked me, "Who's that black guy who was killed, and he tried to make things more fair for black people? And before him, wasn't it a fact that blacks had to eat on a different side of the resteraunt than whites?" That was Martin Luther King, I replied, and a discussion ensued, based on the fact that he'd spend that Friday the 13th, watching court cases on TV, and someone had mentioned Martin Luther King. History, with no prompting!admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-34204547592387094762009-03-17T05:17:00.000-07:002009-03-17T05:25:22.466-07:00My Big Girl's first Saint Patricks Day at school.Savannah went off on the bus a few minutes ago. Her green hair shining, as she walked beautifully across the still frosted lawn. She's one of my early risers, happy to be choosing her own path, walking off to her chosen mecca of friends. She knows that she has the choice to be at home, yet she likes the individuality she feels this year. Being always homeschooled, she was curious about school. She found out that there are good things, and bad about it, but overall, for her, the choice was to finish out the year. <br />We discuss friends, and how most people at school don't act like she and her other friends are used to acting, but she is learning to be a chameleon, and likes testing her skills for fending off their barbs.<br /> She also loves to come home and be pampered! The other night I spend half an hour giving her feet the spa treatment, and sometimes, she just HAS to go somewhere, because she feels trapped with the whole school/home, school/home, school/home cycle of the week. And at other times, all the constant noise at school overstimulates her, and she spends a hour or two locked in our office singing to songs on YouTube, to balance her senses.<br />I love seeing the individuality in my kids.admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-72680985582519444122009-03-17T05:05:00.000-07:002009-03-17T05:17:35.307-07:00Toddler/Little Kid DreamsI love observing my kids grow and learn. One of the best things is when they figure out what dreams are. When my first daughter was 3 or so, she woke up one morning, and announced to me, that she had seen 'pictures in her head'! :) <br />I was reminded of that this morning when my 4.5 year old daughter Jaidyn, came into the office, and explained a very interesting realization that she had. Earlier this morning, she had told me that she had heard a beeping from the little round thing with the button on it while she was in bed. We discussed it a little more, as she wanted to know if there was a fire, and I realized it was the smoke alarm she was talking about. She wanted to know why it was beeping, and since it's not going off right now, I figured that the battery may be getting low, and told her so. We didn't discuss it anymore for about 20 minutes, and then she came downstairs, and told me that she'd realized that it had been a dream! There hadn't been any real beeping from the smoke alarm while she was in bed. <br />How did she figure this out? Well, she said that in her dream, the round thing with the light was on the ground. And she'd just looked up in real life and saw that it was on the ceiling. :) Therefore, she deduced that it must have been a dream. I told her that she was pretty smart to have figured that out. It is always so impressive to watch their little intellects grow untaught!! :)<br /> A thought occurred to me after that. What if I'd said to her, "Oh Jaidyn, the smoke alarm is not beeping. You must have imagined that."? What if I'd assumed that little kids make stories up just because? What if I hadn't BELIEVED her? I may not have had the chance to see that little bit of magic happening in my child. I'm so glad that this trust I have in my heart is now here. When I first began my parenting journey, it wasn't. What a glorious change. <br />Thanks, Jaidyn, my first always free, undominated child!admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-57158124623322336372009-03-10T08:53:00.000-07:002009-03-10T09:03:29.659-07:00My kids' choicesThis month, I felt good enough to be able to take my kids out of PS, to homeschool them again. Travis and Aaron were elated, and Jesse and Savannah have chosen to stay in PS! I was a little surprised at Savannah, but feel completely wonderful about supporting her in making her own choices. We discuss her reluctance to go at times, the reasons why, problems with friends, her dislike of sitting in one room for most of the day... but overall, she chooses to stay. She likes some of the schoolwork, and she enjoys feeling independent, I think. She enjoys getting out of the house, and riding the bus (most days). Some days she asks us to drive her. I am just overjoyed at seeing my kids making their own choices.<br />Jesse is almost 13, is sprouting a mustache, and is enjoying hanging out with his peers, and blowing by most of the students in his class academically. After 3 years of unschooling, I might add. I loved telling his teachers what we'd been doing, when they told me at the first Parent/Teacher meeting that "Whatever you've been doing, it's been great! Jesse is one of the highest students in our class!" :) Hah! I could have laughed out loud to see the confusion on their faces when I told them we'd not done any textbooks, played video games, watched movies and went to museums.... I still smile thinking about it.<br /> It seems that 7th graders get more freedom than 1st, 3rd, or 5th graders. Jesse gets freedom to eat in one of his classes, and seems to get a lot more interaction with his peers. Could be his outlook, though. He's suddenly popped out of his quietness, and become the happy go lucky teenager... :) Anyway, I love it that they are all enjoying their lives.admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-39135756894354789522009-03-09T12:46:00.000-07:002009-03-10T08:53:38.521-07:00Screen Time Marathons and their Educational Value!I know lots of parents freak out when their kids watch "too much" tv. A few weekends ago, my 11 year old's grandpa introduced him to a show called Solitary 3.0. He watched it on Hulu, and got hooked. We spent about 7-10 hours in a weekend watching an entire season of this show. We/ he and his siblings have also spent hours since that weekend catching episodes here and there. It has inspired he and his brother to build their own "pods" in the basement from blankets and boxes and grey tape. They plan to add meal slots as well.<br /> We are going to "play" Solitary, and I am going to be Val, the computer overlord... :) Today the boys spent time in the basement constructing their pods, after calling the local grocery store, and finding out that they wouldn't have large boxes available right now.<br />We are planning our own "treatments", which are similar to "torture challenges", "how much can you take?" kind of thing. We are thinking that it may involve food.<br /> Then, my 11 year old ds hit upon the idea of eating meal bars for food throughout the days they plan to spend in these pods, just like in the show. I said that I could purchase them, but because of their desire to have what they want "right now", they came up with the idea of searching online for recipes. :) This led my dh to reading many recipes, being introduced to wheat germ, sesame seeds, protein powder, and other ingredients probably unknown to him, as well as watching a chef's video on how to make protein bars, and the nutrition involved. I listened in the next room hearing the talk about protein and such, and smiled to myself. Self directed learning. Health class, cooking class, art/ingenuity, imagination, working together, public interaction with adults, resourcefulness.... all came out of watching "too much" TV.<br />I love having them home again. I am soooo thankful to be leaving that depression behind.<br /><br />P.S. Travis has now made 5 additional meal bars, to play around with the composition. The first one turned out too wet, so he added less water this time. He then put them in the fridge. Some of them he repeated the too much water mistake, and some of them turned out great, the consistency of No Bake cookies. He is excited to begin he and Aaron's stay in Solitary this afternoon, with only his meal bars for substinence! :)admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-46958648852717266192008-10-11T19:16:00.000-07:002008-10-11T19:19:05.013-07:00Hmmm.... in school or not, Socialization takes place.....This was posted on a message board by an unschooler, and responded to by an unschooler:<br /><br />>>>I just know well the<br />damage mean kids can do to one's self esteem and I hate that!!!<<<<br /><br />I think that *can* be true but I don't think it has to be true. When we are faced with a child or anyone doing something hurtful we talk about how they are most likely hurting and that they are lashing out. We don't take their lashing out into our hearts, we talk about letting it just pass on through, not "stick" and if at all possible try to reach out and turn it around. I think we can do that because our foundation is family and respect. My memories of "cruel" children were from school and it was REALLY hard in that environment because I was on my own. It's really different for us, the bulk of my girls' interactions are respectful so the ones that aren't are aberrant and treated as such. There is no situation that controls us, we have ample choices and choices empower.<br /><br />I know some believe the world to be a cruel place. I have not found that to be the case, I think it's filled with wonderful people and ample opportunity for joyful interactions. And as I believe it, it is so :)admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-1199878969727236442008-10-02T05:54:00.000-07:002008-10-02T06:07:36.951-07:00ConfessionsYou wanna know something I just figured out about myself? I'm so severely frightened of being judged for decisions that I make, that I make friends with people, enjoy being approved of by them, and then only talk to them every once in a while for fear that I will say or do something that they will not like, and therefore we will not be compatible. I know in theory that you cannot please everyone, that there will always be something about me that a person will disagree with, but in practise, I find it very hard to be around people who disagree with anything I do. I feel that I have to explain my reasons for making the decisions that I make, like there has to be a 'right' way to do things, and I have to have approval to feel ok with what I'm doing.<br />So, I make friends, and don't really keep in touch.<br />Kim said something the other day about friends. She said that she doesn't think that it really works too well to have a lot of acquaintances. She thinks that a friendship requires lots of time to grow and survive, and with the time we have in this life, you either make a lot of acquaintances, or have a few friends. I guess I'm trying it both ways to see what works for me. <br /> In high school I had just a few friends. In the early years of my marriage to recently, I had another set of a few friends. Within the past two years or so, I've been making friends by pouring my troubles out to people, but not really keeping in touch with them any more than once every 6 weeks or so. It's like I'm afraid to call my already made friends for fear that they are not going to be available (which would feel like rejection), or that we won't have anything new to discuss and our talk will turn to gossip or judging each other.... Wow, what a negative and fearful view I have of the world! :/<br />My confession is that I am a friend dropper. I am a user. I get sympathy, start a relationship with someone, and then we lose contact... but is this all MY fault? It's not like these people are contacting me either... I certainly don't want to continue this pattern... but on the other hand, it's not like I don't still like these people either. And who says that you can't make a new friend, and then only talk to them once every 6 months? If I stopped making new friends just because I was afraid that I "won't have the time to keep up with them", then I believe I'd be missing out on the human connection. So maybe I'm not a friend dropper, just a friend finder! I do want to work on not fearing being judged, and what better way to do that than to expose myself to lots of different viewpoints and practise tolerance?admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-25039882701763878802008-06-21T19:36:00.000-07:002008-06-21T20:24:52.254-07:00A DOG!?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhB6EBFW9JBHvLZ2dEaER36O1h8lP9vNyl_UiNxWeI2yzopGkBQmCn53VVMnPru12nocdgJRowYuhhVfQ-KtwtqzVrcbDDvYLT6O0nUgVHdzuX5zwZAoAAB3xuaAMTPjd8r9TG5Mg/s1600-h/DCAM0010.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhB6EBFW9JBHvLZ2dEaER36O1h8lP9vNyl_UiNxWeI2yzopGkBQmCn53VVMnPru12nocdgJRowYuhhVfQ-KtwtqzVrcbDDvYLT6O0nUgVHdzuX5zwZAoAAB3xuaAMTPjd8r9TG5Mg/s400/DCAM0010.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5214537804550814466" border="0" /></a><br />Well, we finally did it. We took the big leap and got our first real pet (beyond one try at a hampster, and some fish). Chloe is her name, and she is a golden retriever/chow mix, although it's tough for me to see the chow in her.<br />We made the leap after many years of refusing to consent to our kids' and our own desires for a dog because "it'd be too much money" and "too much work".<br /> But about 2 weeks ago a new neighbor moved in behind us. We got daily lengthy visits from Chloe, and the kids loved playing with her.<br />One day she brought us a gift. A dead skunk. Travis (our 10 year old son all the way to the left in the above pic) was man enough to pick it up (with bags on his hands) and throw it in the woods.. but that's another story. Which I'll post next as it is really a good part of our story.<br /> The kids ran around the neighborhood with Chloe, and her owner, Lori, saw them as she was out searching in her car for her dog. She said that Chloe kept breaking through her fence, and she was going to have to fix it. She did fix it, but Chloe got through yesterday, and someone called the warden. Lori got a call saying that they had taken her to our county's pound, and if she wanted her she'd have to come get her.<br />Lori came to tell us that she was going to have to make a hard choice, and wanted to know if we wanted to keep Chloe. She's really a kids' rough and tumble dog, age 6, and she misses the fun she had with Lori's son before he went off to college. She just sits in the house most days now while Lori and her husband are at work, and Lori didn't feel that it was fair to her because she is such a social dog. She'd been struggling with what to do with her for a while, and with her being at the pound, she'd nearly decided to hope that someone adopted her (or else she'd probably get put down). Then she thought of how much fun Chloe had been having with our kids. So. We have a dog. A big dog. No easing into it. Just a big in house dog now. Nothin' to it, but to do it, right? :) Wow. A dog. My husband likes the idea of her being here when he's out on trips. The kids love having a dog to take care of (which by the way, we had a family meeting, and they all agreed to pitch in for dog food from their jobs, to walk her, and to set up a sweeping schedule so that the house gets swept twice a week). So, here we go. A new chapter in our lives. Family of 8, plus one canine (and a few fish).<br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dynXrc5WxtYnSNK9RDYmshaJqUQ8k9QRGbE7fjauiDoZawSCSQhh44uT_agZYyMwk3x0ewEAw82tI4' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe>admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-89104971550498583562008-06-18T17:27:00.000-07:002008-06-18T17:51:23.595-07:00Some unschooling wisdom from real life RU'ersI wanted to remind myself of the awesome advice I get from other unschoolers out there on the web. I may never be their friend in person because of distance between us, but, I hold them close to my heart because we all share a love for our kids that helps us treat them as young human beings, not little robots to mold in our image by sharing with them our fears, and shoulds, and have to's.... Thank you all, Ren, Diana, Meredith, Sandra, Alex, and everyone else...<br /> Here's a recent thread from the Always Unschooled message board:<br /><br />Admochelle (that's me!) wrote:<br /><br />"I have a problem. I would love to have the patience to treat each and<br />every one of my kids with the patience and respect to allow us to work<br />together as a group, respecting everyone's needs... but how do you do<br />that when you have 7 people (including me), and many of them are<br />incapable of seeing past themselves due to their age? It really helps<br />me have more tolerance for seeming 'disrespect' or non-caring from my<br />4 year old, when I realize that she doesn't have empathy yet. But<br />when everyone has different needs, and all is chaos, don't you just<br />need someone to take the helm, and say, OK. This is what we are doing?<br />I have seen how crazy the house gets when everyone is tired, and no<br />one really cares what everyone else wants.. they just need their needs<br />met. Where do you start with those non-preventable situations...<br />Well, I guess you would start by taking a deep breath, and trying to<br />be the calm one. But when that doesn't work because you are so<br />stressed from outside family stress, where do you go?<br />Sometimes I feel that it would be a lot easier for the whole family if<br />my kids just did what they were told, instead of going on a 10 minute<br />discussion, or waiting for 5 minutes for the 4 year old, or tolerating<br />her ignoring my request for her to clean up the salt she just poured<br />all over the floor just because 'she doesn't want to clean it up' (her<br />words.)<br />I'm having a really hard time lately with the whole, letting<br />everyone's needs get met at the same time... It seems nearly<br />impossible right now."<br /><br />Alex replied:<br /><br />"Wouldn't it be less stressful and easier to just take 30 seconds and clean it<br />yourself?<br /><br />Can you clean that spilled salt with mommy? ( hand her a little vacuum)<br />-No. I don't want to clean up.<br />OK them.<br />--<br />Take the little vac and it would take just a few seconds to get it all<br />cleaned.<br />Do it happy. Your child is 4 years old. See it as gift to her and you family.<br />Once your child sees the joy you have in cleaning she/he may want to join you<br />in it.<br />Make cleaning fun and joyful and not a power struggle."<br /><br /><br />Admochelle replied:<br /><br /><br />"I guess if I didn't worry that she was going to make a habit of not<br />cleaning up that would be ok. I fear that I am building the thought<br />pattern in her that mommy will clean everything up, I don't have to."<br />Admochelle<br /><br />Alissa replied:<br />Maybe it would help you to know that once I completely embraced RU<br />with cleaning I was able to fully appreciate what they did do to help<br />me, and it's a wonderful feeling!<br /><br />I often have those times where I feel I'm just going crazy trying to<br />meet the needs of two little people who ask for something new before I<br />can complete the first task. ;-) But like a previous poster said, I<br />calmly explain that I am in the middle of X and they can wait until<br />I'm done or they can help themselves.<br /><br />Remember we're not trying to create little robots who just do, and the<br />point is not that we because we don't require them to clean up after<br />themselves this will make them all of a sudden *want* to clean up on<br />their own. But instead I've seen my children finding the knowledge<br />that if the house is going to stay organized we're the ones who do it.<br />And that when we're at someone else's house it's a nice gesture to put<br />away things we played with before we leave. They never feel that they<br />have to, they do it because they want to. And a lot of the time they<br />don't, and that's ok, too. They are a lot more likely to come in<br />beside me and help me with something, though, without me asking, and<br />certainly without me telling that they need to do it. When it's night<br />time and everyone's tired, heavens no! But I like to get organized in<br />the morning, and the kids are often happy to help me pick up messes<br />from the night before.<br /><br />Karen wrote:<br /><br />"If I am feeling stressed by competing demands of my kids, I will<br />often voice my stress. Not as a complaint against them, but more of<br />there is only one of me and I can only do one thing at a time. I ask<br />the kids if there is anyway they can meet their own needs and if they<br />don't seem able I ask if they can please wait while I do this and<br />this, and I will get to them as soon as possible."<br /><br />The kids doing just what they were told probably would be easier if it actually worked. Remember that<br />it doesn't work and that there are power struggles and resentment and<br />punishment and rewards that go along with trying to get the kids to<br />do as they are told. All of which can be very exhausting.<br /><br />A 10 minute discussion, which could have been a 10 minute tantrum if you had been coercive<br />instead.<br /><br />Waiting for 5 minutes for the 4 year old could be a time to embrace the waiting as a moment to relax and breathe or talk or joke with the other kids."<br /><br />Admochelle wrote:<br /><br />"Yes, it is true that no parenting method is perfect. I forget that<br />even when I spanked, there were lots of struggles, and hurt,<br />non-understanding looks from my kids...<br /> thanks for reminding me.<br />At least now they know that I am trying to be on their side. I really,<br />really want to be a partner with my kids... it gets so hard when the<br />people around me are constantly expecting my kids to 'listen' to me<br />"because I am the parent"...<br />I get so fed up with all the anti-partnership/pro-authoritarian comments.<br /><br />Alex wrote:<br /><br />"This is a great post from Ren at Ubasics that I swiped with her OK to post<br />here:"<br /><br />~~"I think the problem here is that you also got locked in. You had an<br />expectation of going on that walk. You really wanted to go and it<br />was taken away from you.~~<br /><br />I didn't have time to respond earlier, but this is exactly what I was<br />thinking. I remember having those feelings earlier in this parenting<br />journey and what I've learned is a very buddhist<br />concept...non- attachment. Not that I have it down pat or anything!;)<br /><br />I had this vision of this peaceful unschooling family, smiling and<br />walking hand-in-hand, joyfully exploring the world, always doing<br />amazing things and getting along beautifully. Lovely vision right? And<br />totally unrealistic!<br /><br />Life is messy. People get irritated with each other, plans change<br />midstream, milk gets spilled and walks don't always happen. What<br />matters most is how we embrace the WHOLE. How we can stand there and<br />hear the kids fighting and see the sink full of dishes and smile to<br />ourselves because THAT is a part of the beauty.<br /><br />Sierra wanted to make Bleu a Father's day breakfast. We talked about<br />getting up before him and cooking something yummy to surprise<br />him....instead of going to sleep early enough she stayed up until<br />about 4am and couldn't get up to make breakfast. She stayed up with<br />her Dad watching tv though, and that time connecting together was more<br />important than the breakfast in the end.<br /><br />I could have held onto that idyllic sounding breakfast and been really<br />bummed out when it didn't happen, I could have made it myself OR I can<br />just accept the reality that is right in front of me...a sleepy dh and<br />daughter that enjoy each other's company every day. So what is<br />Father's day in the face of that? Nothing. It's the daily connections<br />that matter and we can have a special breakfast anytime we choose.<br /><br />Let it go...breathe deep and see that your child wanted to take a walk<br />at a different time than you deemed appropriate. That's ok. Go with<br />it. Release that "perfect unschooling vision" and BE with what is<br />happening. It takes some time, but the more you're aware of how you're<br />being attached to a certain outcome, the better you get at NOT being<br />attached.:)<br />I highly recommend "Wherever you go there you are" by Jon Kabat-Zinn."<br /><br />Ren<br />learninginfreedom. com<br /><br /><br />Admochelle wrote:<br /><br />"I could have written the paragraph about having that vision of the perfectly peaceful unschooling family myself, Ren!<br />I want to memorize the part about smiling at the dirty dishes and kids fighting! :)<br /> I can do that easily when I bring to mind the<br />feeling of being home the day after we took one of the kids to the<br />emergency room for a real emergency. THAT is an easy time to look<br />around and appreciate the fighting and the dirty dishes, and laundry,<br />etc... at least the kids are there!<br />Thanks for reminding me."<br /><br />Aidan wrote:<br /><br />"I don't have as many kids as you do, but I do have four, all close in age. Once<br />I had more than one child that wasn't a baby, I thought my job as a parent was<br />to make the kids do as they were told. In my first family, well behaved is<br />number one- so I believed that if my kids weren't living up to those standards,<br />it meant I was failing.<br />After a few years of trying to create a situation where<br />the kids would just do what they were told, I could see that it was a miserable<br />failure. That kind of discipline takes a mom who is always 'on', who sees<br />everything, who can divide and conquer. If you have two kids, it can probably be<br />done passably. And when they do argue or throw a tantrum or disobey, you can<br />deal with it because there aren't several other kids, taking the<br />opportunity while your back's turned to wreak havoc or start a fight.<br />My attempting to be 'at the helm' just encouraged the kids to be more chaotic,<br />more resistant to my leadership (read: f-you mom, I'll wait until your back is<br />turned), and less self sufficient. They seemed to enjoy watching my blood boil<br />as they bounced around wildly in a public place and I ran around trying to catch<br />them. My take on the whole thing is that when you are seriously outnumbered, you<br />have to have a lot of self discipline and some serious corporal punishment up<br />your sleeve to control their behavior.<br /><br />RU has slowly changed the chaos and adversarial behavior in my house. I have had<br />to sacrifice a lot too, as a very persistent and goal oriented person. RU does<br />mean a lot of discussions when you just want to get it over with. But what I've<br />found is, once the kids feel confident that you will listen and take their<br />ideas/concerns/needs/preferences seriously, the discussions look more like<br />talking and compromising and less like whining and screaming tantrums.<br /><br />Another problem I've had a lot of is general chaos- fighting, giant destructive<br />mess making, running off in different directions- crazy making. One of the<br />cornerstones of RU is connections- real authentic I-see-you-and-love-you<br />connections. For me, with consistent practice, making connections with my kids<br />has really paid off in the chaos department. The kids listen to me, and they<br />don't want me to feel bad- it's reflected in their behavior. They empathize with<br />me simply because I do with them. It's taken time, a lot of time doing it and<br />still having to deal with outrageous behavior, but now we are definitely turning<br />a corner.<br /><br />In the short term, RU seems massively inconvenient and like opening the door to<br />even more out of control behavior. But I want to encourage you to keep trying,<br />keep reading the wise words on this list. Because in the long run, you can<br />have six kids who you have to somehow follow around all the time making<br />them behave, or you can have six kids who self regulate as far as their<br />maturity allows."admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-86161685377624016092008-06-15T10:28:00.000-07:002008-06-15T10:30:53.905-07:00Favorite QuotesThere have been so many quotes I have read recently, and have thought, Wow! I really want to remember that! So, I'm going to start a post and update it with all my favorite quotes!<br />Here's the one I found today:<br /><br /><br />Whether one believes in a religion or not, and whether one believes <br />in rebirth or not, there isn't anyone who doesn't appreciate kindness <br />and compassion.<br />~Dalai Lamaadmochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-81813419150198978562008-06-11T02:05:00.000-07:002008-06-11T03:05:19.712-07:00Like Flowers Unfolding....It is 5:06am, and I have been lying awake in bed for the last half hour. I am seeing my mind growing in compassion through the books I have been reading. The language they use helps me to see that the black/white, my way or the highway kind of world I grew up in does not have to be, and that that isn't a bad thing. <br />I titled this post Like Flowers Unfolding, because that is how I have begun to see my children. I want to extend this viewpoint to myself, and to others around me, because it encourages compassion in me. Seeing my children as flowers unfolding came to my mind as I was thinking about how I want to let them have time to grow at their own rate.<br /> I see where that is just a compassionate response that I have been somewhat lacking in because I did not use it with myself, and therefore my needs were not being met. And I am learning that instead of hating myself, I can see myself as a person who has a hard time being compassionate, because I have had no reservoir of self love to draw from. Allowing myself to meet my own needs is creating a compassionate response in me.<br /><br />Watching this process this morning in my mind, I can see that it is a slow one, and a process that requires gentleness. Like a flower needs time, and gentle watering, and sunshine to unfold its petals, a person needs time, gentle communication, and love to unfold as he/she grows. Make no mistake, it will happen. People will grow as surely as the flowers. <br />I can do damage to my children too, by pushing them to do something against their will (when they are not ready for it) This will only damage their growth. It would be like a flowers petals being pulled apart "because it is going to have to grow someday!"<br />How many times I have heard people say, "Well, they are going to have to listen to people when they grow up, they need to start learning that now!" Do I really want to take that harsh viewpoint? Pulling the petals apart because the flower is going to "have to grow eventually"? No. I want my children to grow up beautifully, at their own pace, knowing deep down that they are important. That their needs matter. I want them to value themselves. This will allow them to see others as important. As people whose needs matter too. They will have the same compassion and respect for others that they have for themselves. <br />They will develop this in time, as they mature.<br />As a child, I do not expect them to have that compassion, or respect for others as an automatic response. They are still growing. This is the time when they need that gentle watering, that loving environment. <br />When children feel that their needs are not being met they may scream, or lash out. But this is not the time for reprimands, it is the time for understanding. I do not want to look back years later, and realize that I pulled apart the petals of my child's growth too soon. The damage done would only cause my loved one to have to begin again, trying to mature without interruption. And if I continue to rush their development, how much longer will it take?<br />And if I crush the flower, not allowing the petals to open, am I being protective, or am I stopping its growth? <br />Their is no need to decide When to Pull Petals Apart (by forcing a child to do something they are not ready to do), or When to Hold the Petals Closed (by not allowing a child to do something they are ready for). The child will grow on its own.<br /> I want to stand back, and watch my child grow, watering when needed, being the sunshine of love, and just enjoying the beauty of each one of my wonderful children.<br />I am going to follow the advice I heard from a fellow unschooler:<br /><br />"I encourage everyone to take whatever it is that they are struggling with the most, and just Let It Go. Release it. Stop fighting... and I think you will be so unbelievably blessed by the results. Joy follows."<br /><br />My children will listen. When it is time. When they learn to. On their own. They will listen if it is right. They will not bow to unrealistic demands. They will listen compassionately to those who need when their needs have been met. When they have grown enough through people listening compassionately to them.<br /><br /> I was thinking about when I get stressed out, and make demands, how my husband gives of himself when I need, and how he does it without blame a lot of the time, even when I could be seen as selfish in the way I "demand" that I "need" uninterrupted time to get things done, and how I "need" help with the house and taking care of the children's needs. He sees that I have a need, not that I am being demanding. He is most able to see this when his needs have been met, i.e., he is not hungry, sleepy, or stressed out. I appreciate it when he is able to do this for me, and I want to do the same for my children. In fact, I want everyone to do the same for my children, and my children to do the same for everyone else.... But I am not the one who can choose those things. I can only choose my actions and reactions.<br />So, instead of beginning my day thinking of myself as a mother duck trailing her ducklings, I am going to admire the beauty of the process, of the six flowers that I had the pleasure of giving birth to, unfolding around me.admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32367560.post-74781700601437226702008-04-30T14:50:00.000-07:002008-05-31T22:27:24.625-07:00I don't want to be an insecure, people pleaser anymorePeople pleasing is extremely stressful! I lived the last 12 years at least of my life people pleasing, and it made me unhappy to say the very least.<br /> It is so nerve wracking stepping out on my own. Even people pleasing is a hard habit to break. Sometimes I fear rejection. But then I look back at how I've been unhappy for so many years, and I realize I have a choice. I can choose to please others, and suffer long term internal consequences with external periodic benefits, or I can choose what is right for me and my family, and reap internal, ongoing benefits with a few temporary external consequences.<br /> Being me is certainly something different. I've been chasing perfection for so long, it' s wonderful to just sit back, drink some coffee, and relax in my humanity.<br />Oh! that reminds me of a poem I wrote the other day... I'll go get my journal and post it...<br /><br /> By Lake Anna on my "day off"<br /><br /> In this moment I am human<br /> I am happy.<br /><br /> On perfection's shoulders<br /> lies a misery<br /> a dark cloak of anxiety<br /><br /> On humanity's shoulders, lightly worn<br /> lies a mantle of happiness<br /> flexible, reliable, warm<br /><br /> I am human<br /> I am not perfect<br /> nor will I ever be.<br /> I am content.admochellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05230686659443844987noreply@blogger.com0